I will FLY.

Hello, how are you? Life's been great so far. Nowadays I can smile with a sense of contentment even though knowing that there are still a thousand and one things behind me waiting to be done. At least I know what I am doing, and being able to understand the real purpose of completing it is just as fulfilling as being able to complete it well. Nothing's worst than trailing blindly or even worst, working against your heart's yearning and still struggling to awkwardly fit yourself into the realm you know you don't want to be in.

When I'm alone, things tend to slow down. And it's great. This is when I'll truly be able to reflect who I am inside and outside, what am I doing at this point of time and is there a right reason for me to do it. This is when I'll be able to look around, be sensitive to my surroundings, form my own analysis, judgment and most importantly, not adhere to wavelengths that others tend to echo. It's the sense of being able to think and decide for yourself that makes me, myself.

This is who I truly am, a person whose ultimate goal is to be free, not mutually exclusive, but just simply, essentially free. I guess freedom can be achieved in many ways, and being granted freedom since a young age grants me a wishful thinking that I'll forever be a free soul and a free spirit. Being able to rationalize things in the way I perceive, not to be controlled by anyone, and not to control anyone. Independent of another person, body or entity: emotionally, psychologically & physically.

I will live life the way I want to.

*ballieulib;6:58pm